QUOTE(zabbazooey @ Oct 1 2005, 08:04 PM)
I'm currently looking for a spiritual director!!

[right][snapback]743262[/snapback][/right]
Excellent!!! If you are discerning God's call for you, then you need a spiritual director.
When I was 18, I felt the touch of God in my life and my whole life changed. I became "Super Disciple" and I was involved in everything, you name it, I was in it. Unfortuately, my head also grew a few sizes too big so much so that people couldn't tell me anything. Unfortunately, that included the Lord as well. I did exactly what St. John of the Cross warned us not to do, I loved the created and not the Creator. In other words , I was glorying myself in the gifts that God had given me and not giving glory to God.
Mercifully, I felt flat on my face a couple times to realize my pride and that I needed help and I didn't have all the answers. Also, I needed to grow up in spiritual life as well. I have had more the one Sp. director and the one I have now, we have known each other since we were both 19.(I'm 43 now). It is great because he knows everything about me but as a result , I can't get away with anything either!!!
Ask God to send you a director or lead you to one. That is how I received my latest director. My friend, who is a priest, came to mind when I was praying about a sp. director. When my friend came to mind, I said No because I thought it was my own feelings. However, when we meet, I hear God through him and so I know he is God's choice for me.
Blessings on your search,
DM