QUOTE(srmarymichael @ Jan 30 2006, 11:08 AM)
I just want to point out that this Vocation website is called "Seekholiness" for a reason. Their philosophy (did I spell that right?) is to
seek holiness first in your life, and then God will take you to your Vocation. Cool, huh?
Sometimes I get the impression that some of you are trying too hard to hear God's call -- instead you should be trying hard to be holy, and the call will take care of itself.

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Sister, you are sooooooo right!!! I realized looking back at my vocation walk that was my major source of frustration. I was so caught up as to where I should be and what I should be that God became secondary.
I didn't seek first the Kingdom of God because I was caught up in what I would DO FOR GOD!!!
It didn't take very long for the true desire for the will of God to change to my project to decipher God's will for me. I acted as if my vocation was locked in a vault and my mission, if I decided to accept it, was to figure out the right moves to open this vault. Needless to say, I have shed some bitter tears not mention in no uncertain terms telling God about my bitterness and disappointment in my life.
Well, now my vocation walk is about holiness, that is, it is about love. Where am I being lead so that I can grow closer and more in love with my Beloved.
Believe me my friends it has made all the difference.