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puellapaschalis
Right, I'm going to do something about the chronic domination of Dominicans, Poor Clares and Carmelites on here. Or at least, I'm praying to see if that's what God wants, because I'm sure he's got plans for the Vocation Station and they'd better include OSBs cool.gif

In a little less than a month I'm going on a visit to St. Hildegard's Abbey, in Rüdesheim am Rhein in Germany (it's about an hour to the west of Frankfurt). The English section of their website can be found here: http://www.abtei-st-hildegard.de/english/ Having said that, if you can read German it's worth reading that part of the site too, because I think they have some material on there that they've not translated.

This has begun pretty early, mainly because I'm rather excited about it and need to have some kind of outlet. I only live a short distance from my cathedral here and beleive me, if I could get away with it I'd be in there about now (at 1am, tee hee!) blabbering to Christ how excited I was. But alas...you good people will have to put up with me instead yahoo.gif

However, this does mean that I'll need some way of holding your interest until 29th April. I propose to post, each day, a portion of the Rule of St. Benedict and invite you all to discuss it. Such a portion is read out each day in each Benedictine House at the Chapter meeting (the portion is usually a chapter of the Rule, hence the name) book.gif We won't get through it all by then, not by a long stretch, but it'll hopefully give you all some insight into Benedictine life.

And to totally throw my English reserve out of the window for a few moments: SQUEEEEEE!!!!

Ahem.

Love and prayers,

PP
OLAM Dad
Benedictines? Hmmmmm, I seem to recall an order by that name... think_head.gif

Just Kidding.

Ich habe in Deutschland gewohnen. Sehr schon. (sorry, I don't know how to add an umlaut to the o) smile.gif
HisChild
lol_above.gif Squeeeeeee? lol_pound.gif


I'm so excited for you! I absolutely LOVE their chapel! How magnificent, those monasteries in Europe who are still so stately and beautiful.

And see, there's a young woman who is from the US. How wonderful is that?

Will you have to know German to live there? Perhaps you already do.

Je ne parle pas allemand.

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That's just wonderful and I will keep you in prayers. . . .


woot.gif so many people entering or discerning religious life woot.gif I never knew it existed. I'm just so tickled!

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stlmom
Puella,
I can't wait to see your posts!

Stlmom

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passionheart
QUOTE(puellapaschalis @ Mar 30 2006, 06:06 PM)
Right, I'm going to do something about the chronic domination of Dominicans, Poor Clares and Carmelites on here. Or at least, I'm praying to see if that's what God wants, because I'm sure he's got plans for the Vocation Station and they'd better include OSBs cool.gif

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Hey PP,

Since you suggested that we look at the rule at St. Benedict remember that St. Benedict's monastic rule influenced the monastic nature of Domincans, and Poor Clares. I can't speak for the Carmelites and I invite any comments from those in the House of Carmel.

When I was in the Domincan monastery, we learned about the influence of the rule of St. Benedict on the early nun foundations. As you know, St. Clare stayed with Benedictines before the house for her was established. When she writing her rule, some of her experience with the good nuns was incorporated.

So St. Benedict was alway here but shall we say undercover cool.gif

DM
HisChild
Puella, now you have to be really clever and add a countdown to your thread. . .It's pretty inane, to be honest, but kind of fun as well. cool.gif

You can do it at http://www.timeanddate.com/counters


I mean, you don't 'have' to, that came out wrong, but it is a suggestion. It will make you and those of us around you even more excited! LOL And then there will be more of that 'squeeeeee' that you mentioned earlier. wink.gif

God love you,

D.

VeniteAdoremus
So, there I am. Happy? smile.gif

puellapaschalis
28 days, 11 hours

QUOTE
March 31
Chapter 49: The Observance of Lent

Although at all times the life of a monk ought to be a Lenten observance, yet since few have the strength for this, we encourage all during these days of Lent to keep themselves in all purity of life, and to wash away the neglected matters of other times during these holy days. This we will do worthily if we abstain from all vices and give ourselves to prayer with tears, reading, compunction of heart, and abstinence. Therefore during these days let us augment somewhat our usual quota of service through private prayers and abstinence from food and drink, so thateach may offer, above his appointed measure and of his own free will, something to God in the joy of the Holy Spirit: that is, by withholding from his body something of food, drink, sleep, excessive talking, ridiculing; and thus awaiting holy Easter with the joy of spiritual desire.

Everyone is, however, to make known to his abbot what he offers, and do it with his prayer and according to his will, because what is done without permiion of the spiritual father will be attributed to presumption and vainglory, and will merit no reward. Therefore everything is to be according to the will of the abbot.


It's a nice coincidence (or Godincidence) that the reading from the Rule today, at the beginning of my countdown, is this one. The kicker for me is the second paragraph: the exhortion to do all in obedience to the abbot is what distinguishes this from the Lent I live now: as a single woman living independently as an expatriate, it seems - outwardly at least - that I answer to no-one about my Lenten "resolutions". Some are noticeable to the outside world, others are not; it is my choice to inform my parish priest or not.

But this paragraph is what draws the members of a monastic community together: all are to let the superior know what his personal measures are for this holy season. It prevents against excessive introspection, where a monastic becomes so wrapped up in his own Lenten pilgrimage that he loses sight of the fact that he lives in a community, travelling together to eternal life. Moreover, if the abbot knows of everyone's plans for Lent, he will be better placed to care for the community, and if needs be will then be able to suggest more approprite practises.

Denise: I don't know if I'd need to be a good German speaker for entrance at St. Hildegard's but it'll be one of the things I ask. I speak a little bit of German, having studied it off and on for several years. In addition I already speak Dutch, so that might help.

I think the picture you saw which you called the chapel is in fact the church. For the Office the nuns have a smaller choir which I believe is to the left of the sanctuary as you look at it.

VeniteAdoremus: hoera!

(VA is a great mate of mine; if/when I enter, she'll be the person to keep people here up to date with stuff cool.gif )

Donna-Marie: ha ha, yes! St. Benedict, the undercover cop of everything Western and vaguely monastic. I'm not sure that Carmel's rules will show much Benedictine influence, originating as they did in the Holy Land. It would be interesting to study the two, though. Given that Carmel started where it did, perhaps we'd expect some Basilian influence?
OLAM Dad
QUOTE(VeniteAdoremus @ Mar 31 2006, 03:43 AM)
So, there I am. Happy? smile.gif
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VA, WELCOME! welcome.gif

I'm glad that pp told us who you were. I hope in the future your posts aren't so cryptic. smile.gif
puellapaschalis
QUOTE(OLAM Dad @ Mar 31 2006, 02:50 PM)
VA, WELCOME!  welcome.gif

I'm glad that pp told us who you were.  I hope in the future your posts aren't so cryptic.  smile.gif
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To be fair I bullied her a little sad.gif

PP
OLAM Dad
You're a true friend, you know what's good for her. wink.gif
puellapaschalis
QUOTE(OLAM Dad @ Mar 31 2006, 03:11 PM)
You're a true friend, you know what's good for her.  wink.gif
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I know, I can be rather annoying like that!

Hm, I should start brushing up on my German - I need to buy a train ticket between Frankfurt and Rüdeshiem, after all. My train tickets to Frankfurt are already booked, and in fact have been sitting in my desk drawer, taunting me, for about a month.

OLAM Dad, whereabouts in Germany were you stationed?

Love and prayers,

PP
puellapaschalis
QUOTE(PCPA2Be @ Mar 31 2006, 12:29 AM)
lol_above.gif  Squeeeeeee?  lol_pound.gif


I find this very, very amusing. Is a squeee worthy of such laughter? happy.gif

QUOTE(PCPA2Be @ Mar 31 2006, 12:29 AM)
And see, there's a young woman who is from the US.  How wonderful is that?


Actually, I believe there're at least two Americans in the community. Sr. Scholastica whose Profession you can read about on the website is one. Further, in the back of this book, Fiona Maddocks (the author) conducts an interview with Sr. Ancilla Feerling. From that interview I get the impression that Sr. Ancilla is American; the interview took place in October 1999, at which point Sr. Ancilla had been there for twenty-seven years, and the text says that she entered when she was thirty. I wonder if there are other foreigners there, or if the community is mainly German.

If anyone else has read that book, by the way, I'd be interested to hear your thoughts about it too. Personally I found it an excellent non-theological introduction to Hildegard's life and work, non-sensationalist (as is the danger with someone like Hildegard) and remarkably well-balanced. It kind of restored my faith in the ability of non-Catholics to write decent stuff!

QUOTE(PCPA2Be @ Mar 31 2006, 12:29 AM)
Je ne parle pas allemand.
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Et j'ai oublié tout de mon français!

Love and prayers,

PP
HisChild
QUOTE(puellapaschalis @ Mar 31 2006, 09:42 AM)
I find this very, very amusing. Is a squeee worthy of such laughter?  happy.gif

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Oh yes, coming from one so reserved as yourself. ..



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Et j'ai oublié tout de mon français!


Quel domage! Mais je veux parler Italiano.

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God bless you
puellapaschalis
27 days, 1 hour
QUOTE
April 1
Chapter 50: Brothers who work far from the oratory or are on a journey

Brothers who work some distance away and are not able to come at the proper hour to the oratory (and the abbot judges whether this is the case) should perform the Work of God there where they are working, bending their knees in reverent awe. Similarly, those sent on a journey should not allow the appointed hours to pass them by; instead, insofar as they can, they should perform them there, thus not neglecting to offer their quota of service.


So...praying the Office isn't something I can reserve for the times when I'm in a "suitable" place, with the "proper" things around me (like my breviary) or even when I'm in a "decent" frame of mind. When the time is right - hence an extension to the notion of obedience to the bell - I must pray. I have ten fingers, so I can pray a Rosary. I've been praying the Office long enough to have memorised some of the psalms, so I can pray one at a suitable time. But what speaks to me from this Chapter is that no matter whether I feel like it or not, I must pray. I think this is what distinguishes the Christian life from any other variety: we are called to grow and nurture and strengthen our bond, our personal relationship with God, and do so constantly, at every moment of the day.

ETA: I realise that this is really very superficial, but I thought I'd post a link to a photo of St. Hildegard's: http://www.trekearth.com/gallery/Europe/Ge...photo219725.htm Enjoy! lol_grin.gif
stlmom
ETA: I realise that this is really very superficial, but I thought I'd post a link to a photo of St. Hildegard's: http://www.trekearth.com/gallery/Europe/Ge...photo219725.htm Enjoy! lol_grin.gif
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Beautiful!
puellapaschalis
I'm glad you agree! I can't pot solely about the Rule, as I'll be visiting at least one other House this year and I can't subject you all to all that wittering P.gif So I'll try and include some stuff about St. Hildegard's in particular for the rest of this countdown.

Love and prayers,

PP
HisChild
Wow. Beautiful monastery. love.gif
MC IMaGiNaZUN
Augustinians. The forgotten mendicant order that follows a rule preceding the rule of Benedict.

O Woe is us, woe!

SHALOM
puellapaschalis
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Most (if not all) of the Dominican Houses I know follow the Rule of St. Augustine. It's one of the reasons why, despite being quite bookish and academic, I decided against the Dominicans - the Rule of St. Benedict captures my heart in a way that Augustine's has never done.

Anyway, it's not about the age - Benedict based his Rule heavily upon an earlier one, whose author is no longer known to us, and which is now known as The Rule of the Master. Now I don't know who this Master was but I'm really quite pleased that Benedict wrote his, because the Master seems a bit sadistic to me (I'm going to get into trouble for that, I can tell)! help.gif When I was younger and began studying Benedict for the first time, I simply didn't understand why commentaries said that his Rule was more "humane" than many that had proceeded him - but then at that time I was a teenager prone to fits of giggles that would last about twenty minutes.

In any event,
26 days, 14 hours

Later on today I'll try and post something about St. Hildegard.

Love and prayers,

PP
HisChild
Many orders have called our Lord 'Master' or Divine Master. I know the DSP does that. . .as does many Carmelites (St Teresa loved to call him thus). It does sound a bit odd. . but I wouldn't go so far as to say sadistic. Many in the Bible 'sat at the Master's feet in prayer'. I love that saying.

Ok, I'm outta here. I've written now, over 20 letters to various people. Time to start on the family letters. . .tomorrow. goodnight.gif

God bless you!
All4HIM
QUOTE(puellapaschalis @ Mar 31 2006, 12:06 AM)
In a little less than a month I'm going on a visit to St. Hildegard's Abbey, in Rüdesheim am Rhein in Germany (it's about an hour to the west of Frankfurt). The English section of their website can be found here: http://www.abtei-st-hildegard.de/english/ Having said that, if you can read German it's worth reading that part of the site too, because I think they have some material on there that they've not translated.


This is quite nice - I know Sr. Benedicta - she comes from the USA! She studied two terms at the same University! This is so exciting!!!!! D.gif drool.gif Unfortunately Rüdesheim is too far away from me now (I have moved to Bavaria, which would be more than a six hours drive - and it´s after my easter holidays... wacko.gif )
puellapaschalis
Ach yes, when I said Sr. Scholastica above, I meant Sr. Benedicta. Mea culpa shutup.gif

Love and prayers,

PP
All4HIM
QUOTE(puellapaschalis @ Apr 2 2006, 09:23 PM)
Ach yes, when I said Sr. Scholastica above, I meant Sr. Benedicta. Mea culpa  shutup.gif


D.gif Never mind - you´ll meet them soon...
VeniteAdoremus
QUOTE(OLAM Dad @ Mar 31 2006, 02:50 PM)
VA, WELCOME!  welcome.gif

I'm glad that pp told us who you were.  I hope in the future your posts aren't so cryptic.  smile.gif
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Thank you smile.gif

Yes, I'm sorry about the crypticness. Although, knowing myself, it probably won't be the last time...

But, since this is pp's topic and I -think- I'm the only one here who knows her IRL, please allow me to say that she's GREAT as well as WONDERFUL, INSPIRING and LOVELY. I wish she'd do her PhD before she'll enter anywhere, so that me and her other friends can have her for a while longer D.gif

But it's not our call, is it? happy.gif
OLAM Dad
QUOTE(VeniteAdoremus @ Apr 3 2006, 01:39 AM)
Thank you smile.gif

Yes, I'm sorry about the crypticness. Although, knowing myself, it probably won't be the last time...

But, since this is pp's topic and I -think- I'm the only one here who knows her IRL, please allow me to say that she's GREAT as well as WONDERFUL, INSPIRING and LOVELY. I wish she'd do her PhD before she'll enter anywhere, so that me and her other friends can have her for a while longer  D.gif

But it's not our call, is it?  happy.gif
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Don't worry, you'll still have her; only in a far better way!
puellapaschalis
QUOTE(VeniteAdoremus @ Apr 3 2006, 08:39 AM)
Thank you smile.gif

Yes, I'm sorry about the crypticness. Although, knowing myself, it probably won't be the last time...

But, since this is pp's topic and I -think- I'm the only one here who knows her IRL, please allow me to say that she's GREAT as well as WONDERFUL, INSPIRING and LOVELY. I wish she'd do her PhD before she'll enter anywhere, so that me and her other friends can have her for a while longer  D.gif

But it's not our call, is it?  happy.gif
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Isn't VA kind? love.gif flowers.gif I have some of the loveliest friends! Unfortunately she's also a little confused and deluded, giving me much higher praise than I deserve wink.gif but hey, I can handle a little flattery!

I will post today's Chapter and countdown in a bit: I've just got in from teaching (Mondays are realllly long days for me) and need to rest a bit yawn.gif

Love and prayers,

PP

PS: VA, yes, I think you are the only person on here who knows me irl. Then again, ik denk dat wij toch de einige Nederlandsers zijn...of tenminste, Nederland-inwoners happy.gif
puellapaschalis
Ah heck, I just realised I forgot to post yesterday's Chapter. Tsk. annoyed.gif Oh well!

25 days, 1 hour
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April 3
The oratory of the monastery

The oratory is to be what it is called, and nothing else should be done or kept there. When the Work of God is finished, all should go out in complete silence and with reverence for God, so that a brother who wishes to pray by himself will not be impeded by another's insensitivity. But if he wishes to pray in solitude, he should enter to pray with simplicity, not in a loud voice but with tears and attentiveness of heart. And therefore one who is not performing this work is not to be permitted to remain in the oratory after the Work of God, so that, as was said, no one else is impeded.


So no dancing the conga in church then, folks. dry.gif doh.gif

A little more seriously, though - we have workspaces galore in the world. Offices, shops, markets, lecture theatres, hospitals. A monastery isn't any different. There's a kitchen, library, laundry room, office, sacristy. Whilst every household, monastic or not, should be permeated by a spirit of prayer (and hats off to the families that manage that! thumbsup.gif), isn't it blisteringly obvious that the church or chapel should be especially so? And just as you don't prepare food in the library or type up a letter in the chapter house, so should the oratory be especially dedicated to that task; this is after all where we do the Work of God, which is our real reason for being in a monastery - the Work that underpins and surpasses all other tasks.

QUOTE(PCPA2Be)
Many orders have called our Lord 'Master' or Divine Master. I know the DSP does that. . .as does many Carmelites (St Teresa loved to call him thus). It does sound a bit odd. . but I wouldn't go so far as to say sadistic. Many in the Bible 'sat at the Master's feet in prayer'. I love that saying.


When I used the term "sadistic" I wasn't referring to the useage of the word "Master", but rather the Rule itself. Of course I'm comparing it to one I find more platable hehe.gif but there are points in that Rule when the "Master" (by that I mean the author) seems to be almost paranoid that if he doesn't keep the strictest watch over his monks, they'll all go astray and All Hell Will Break Loose.

On the other hand, I've never read the title "The Rule of the Master" in such a way that "Master" refers to God. Perhaps I've just been missing something completely obvious! I don't think that referring to God as "Master" sounds particularly odd at all - perhaps simply a little too top-down-authoritarian to be appealing to your average skeptical atheist on the street.

Love and prayers,

PP
VeniteAdoremus
QUOTE
So no dancing the conga in church then, folks. dry.gif doh.gif

A little more seriously, though - we have workspaces galore in the world. Offices, shops, markets, lecture theatres, hospitals. A monastery isn't any different. There's a kitchen, library, laundry room, office, sacristy. Whilst every household, monastic or not, should be permeated by a spirit of prayer (and hats off to the families that manage that! thumbsup.gif), isn't it blisteringly obvious that the church or chapel should be especially so? And just as you don't prepare food in the library or type up a letter in the chapter house, so should the oratory be especially dedicated to that task; this is after all where we do the Work of God, which is our real reason for being in a monastery - the Work that underpins and surpasses all other tasks.



I'm reminded of that awful Young And Old-service I was cantor for a while ago. *shudder*
NO DANCING! PERIOD!

Hm, how to subtly point the pastoral worker to this thread...

To me, the best monestaries are the ones where the spirit of prayer is almost a living being, which you can feel at every moment. After some time it's like it has permeated into the walls. Last year, when that camp I lead every year (except not this year because apparently I'm in England then :P) had to go to a convent somewhere in Eastern Russia (they say it was Gelderland but I don't believe them) because the seminary was being re-painted and all, I felt it even while playing soccer in the gardens. It was lovely. The children felt it, too, I'm quite sure.
Paphnutius
I was a Benedictine novice for 6 months. D.gif
puellapaschalis
24 days, 1 hour
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April 4
The reception of guests
All guests who present themselves are to be received as Christ, for He will say: I was a stranger and you took me in. And to everyone fitting honour is to be shown, especially to those of the household of faith and to pilgrims.

When, therefore, a guest is announced, he is to be met by the superior and the brothers with every ceremony of love: thus first they are to pray together, and thus be united to one another in peace. But this kiss of peace is not to be offered until prayer has first been said on account of the illusions of the devil.

And in this very salutation all humility is to be shown to all arriving or departing guests: by bowing the head or prostrating the whole body on the ground Christ is to be adored in them just as He is received in them.

And having been received the guests are to be led to prayer, and afterwards the superior or anyone he appoints is to sit with them. The divine law is to be read to he guest for his edification, and afterwards all kindness is to be shown to be him.

The superior is to break his fast for the sake of the guest, unless it happens to be a principal fast-day which cannot be broken: the brothers, however, are to follow their customary fast. Water is to be poured on the hands of the guests by the abbot, and the feet of all guests are to be washed by the abbotad the whole community. After the washing they are to say this verse: We have received your mercy, O God, in the midst of your temple.

In the reception of the poor and of pilgrims the greatest care and solicitude should be shown, because in them Christ is more especially received: for the very awe we have of the rich ensures that they receive honour.


A friend and I were once sitting in a bar at College, talking about whatnot. Somehow the conversation turned into such that my friend made the following statement: "Out of the following two situations, it's better to be saved and hungy, than be filled with both food and despair." I quite like that.

There's a pretty fine line to be walked here. To over-emphasise our spiritual needs to the detriment of the physical could lead ultimately to gnosticism, in which the physical creation, our bodies included, is seen as evil. But go too far in the other direction and you lose sight of what's really important. A balance must be struck (and Benedictine life is famed for its moderation), but it's not an equilibrium where the scales are equal, so to speak.

In the above scenario, of course, there are actually four situations (this is the mathematican coming out in me): fed and saved, hungry and saved, fed and despairing, hungry and despairing. By happy coincidence, I typed them out in a nice order: out of those "options" I would rather be fed and saved. Of course, in the materially luxurious Western world, I am already both (well, I'm still working on the second one ninja.gif )

Both our physical and spiritual aspects need to be nurtured and brought to maturity, but when push comes to shove, it's the non-physical creation that will last forever: we will rise with glorified bodies, not simply the ones we have now with a few patch-ups. Moreover, as human beings, we cannot care for everything: we have to pray and discern in what way it is that we are called to look after those around us.

Monks and nuns, it transpires here, are indeed to care for people who come their way. None of this "Shove off and leave me alone to pray in peace" (one wonders what the prevailing monastic attitudes were like to elicit this sort of reaction from Benedict.... ohmy.gif ) attitude. But it's not a swank hotel either! Prayer is the order of the day, deep respect is shown, as the guest is Christ. So whilst the monastery is tending to a traveller's bodily needs, more attention is given to his spiritual needs. And why not? A monastery is surely a little like an icon - a window into Heaven.

QUOTE(VeniteAdoremus)
To me, the best monestaries are the ones where the spirit of prayer is almost a living being, which you can feel at every moment. After some time it's like it has permeated into the walls. Last year, when that camp I lead every year (except not this year because apparently I'm in England then :P) had to go to a convent somewhere in Eastern Russia (they say it was Gelderland but I don't believe them) because the seminary was being re-painted and all, I felt it even while playing soccer in the gardens. It was lovely. The children felt it, too, I'm quite sure.


And this, ladies and gentlemen, is why anything I splurt out is nothing compared to the marvellous friends I have! VA, absolutely. I totally agree - and it's a very potent demonstration of the abundant graces that God pours out onto people who fully dedicate their lives to Him.

Paphnutius - where? detective.gif D.gif

I have waffled excessively this evening, please forgive me. I don't even have a decent excuse! Apart maybe from the fact that this evening I finally finished off my undergraduate marking! yahoo.gif

Please feel free to talk about what you glean from these Chapters: I'm no expert, after all, so I'm eager to hear others' thoughts.

Love and prayers,

PP
puellapaschalis
Ok, even if you don't read German, you should have a look at these photos:

http://www.abtei-st-hildegard.de/kloster/kloster_f/index.htm

It's a photographic tour around the Abbey. Click on the little solid black arrow to go to the next picture D.gif

Love and prayers,

PP
HisChild
PP,

I just visited the PCPA here in AZ yesterday. They said they, on their pilgrimmage to Rome, stopped in England. . .stayed in the guest quarters of the Tyburn Benedictines!
puellapaschalis
QUOTE(PCPA2Be @ Apr 4 2006, 09:50 PM)
PP,

I just visited the PCPA here in AZ yesterday.  They said they, on their pilgrimmage to Rome, stopped in England. . .stayed in the guest quarters of the Tyburn Benedictines!
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The Tyburn Benedictines ROCK MY SOCKS.

All right, that was a little over-enthusiastic, but you get me.

For all the flack that Europe gets these days, you know, for being all post-modern...it's an incredibly exciting time to live here. As a Catholic who has such strong ties to this continent I can almost feel the power of the Divine possibilities bubbling in my arms (apologies if that's tmi): not only can I pray earnestly for a new blossoming of Catholicism here, but by my life and presence I can do some more.

It seems that others have caught the bug too - as evidenced by the Tyburn nuns. They really are doing well (although they're not particularly new). God is pulling on this continent's heart strings, and even the most hard-hearted surely cannot hold out against His love for much longer!

Love and prayers,

PP
puellapaschalis
23 days, 1 hour
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April 5

The kitchen for the abbot and guests is to be set apart by itself so that guests who arrive at uncertain hours (and who are never lacking in a monastery) may not disturb the brothers. In this kitchen each year two brothers are to be placed who can fulfil this duty properly. These, if they require it, are to be offered help so that they may serve without murmuring; and when, on the other hand, they are occupied with less, they are to go out wherever they are commanded to work. And not only to them, but in all the duties of the monastery this same consideration is to be shown: that is, when help is required it is given to them; and again, when they are free they obey what they are commanded to do.

And the guesthouse is to be assigned to a brother whose soul is possessed by the fear of God: sufficient beds should be provided there. And the house of God is to be wisely administrated by wise men.

Guests, however, are not to be associated with or conversed with for any reason by one not assigned to do so: instead, if he happens to meet or see them, he is to humbly greet them as we have said; and as he asks their blessing he is to continue on, saying that he is not permitted to talk with a guest.
puellapaschalis
Evening, ladies and gents.

I've gone all nervous. My visit is more than three weeks away, and now I get nerves - I shudder to imagine what kind of state I'll be in on the train to Frankfurt.

My heart feels like there's a tempest going on inside. What if I get there and fall in love with them all? What if they don't like me? What if they do like me but I don't like them? What if we all like each other and in eighteen months' time I'm a postulant there? Could I ever be ready - even with God's help - to make such a huge step in my life, even if it were to the path that God wants me to be on?

Ugh. I believe I'm thinking too much. I'm prone to that.

I've emigrated twice so I could certainly do it a third time. I've learnt a second language within two years so I could definitely learn a third. So my blatherings about the practicalities are just that - hot air.

So what's left? Am I simply petrified that I might, indeed, have a vocation to live in this community? Heck yes, I'd say so. I've grown up around a Benedictine community, I've been a little girl around one, a hormonal teenager around one, and a stressing and wayward undergraduate around one (thankfully...the same one throughout). Perhaps I'm nervous that by some Benny trick of communication and foresight, Ruedesheim know all about this and will see me as the little girl that the other place sees me.

Even though that other community probably don't see me as a little girl anymore, much less a silly, flitty, precocious one (which I most definitely was when I was a kid). If they ever did, even. They've probably watched me grow up and now see me just as much an adult as anyone else does, only perhaps moreso, as I'm quite close to them and they know much about what goes on inside my heart. Further, I certainly don't think that they'd contact Ruedesheim to give them all the dirt on me (especially as whilst they know I'm discerning, they don't know where)!

Gah.

Jesus Christ, Son of the Living God, have mercy on me, a sinner.
Sedes sapientiae, ora pro me.

I'm off to pray Vespers. A little late, but hey.

puella
VeniteAdoremus
Oh, so they didn't tell you about the Benedictine round-the-world CCCD network?

QUOTE(puellapaschalis @ Apr 5 2006, 10:02 PM)
My heart feels like there's a tempest going on inside. What if I get there and fall in love with them all? What if they don't like me? What if they do like me but I don't like them? What if we all like each other and in eighteen months' time I'm a postulant there? Could I ever be ready - even with God's help - to make such a huge step in my life, even if it were to the path that God wants me to be on?

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Yes, you could be ready. And you will. And you'll know it when you are. Even if you don't feel a hundred percent completely sure, because some people do, and some don't - you know you will know it, brainy, so why am I telling you?

Seems like someone forgot for a moment that she's being taken care of. smile.gif
puellapaschalis
QUOTE(VeniteAdoremus @ Apr 5 2006, 10:23 PM)
Seems like someone forgot for a moment that she's being taken care of. smile.gif
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And with that admonition ringing in my ears, I'm sloping off to bed. Thank you, VA *knuf* goodnight.gif

PP
puellapaschalis
22 days, 2 hours
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April 6
Whether a monk may receive letters or anything else
For no reason is it permissible for a monk to receive from hi parent or from any other person - not even the brethren - letters, blessed object, or any little gifts of any kind; nor may he give them to others, without permission of the abbot. For even if something is sent to him by his parents, he may not presume to receive it unless he has first indicated this to the abbot.

If he orders it to be received, it is in the abbot's power to decide to whom it will be given; and this is not to sadden the brother to whom it was sent, so that occasion is not given to the devil But one who presumes to act otherwise is to be subjected to the discipline of the Rule.


A couple of reflections on this Chapter, written by Br. Jerome of Petersham, Massachusetts.
puellapaschalis
Oh boy, this thread had slipped my mind! I suppose that's the payback for beginning a countdown on the wrong side of the biggest feast of the year P.gif

Anyway:
9 days, 14 hours

VA was supposed to come and visit me this weekend but she can't ohno.gif weep.gif

I'm possibly extending my trip so that after I leave Ruedesheim I'll travel to Vienna for a couple of days to visit family whom I've not seen in - oh, a couple of decades or so ohmy.gif

My current stress (just like books book.gif I always have at least two or three on the go at any one time) is that I'll wake up too late on the 29th to catch a train down to Arnhem to connect to the international. It's a very silly stress because I am famed amongst those who know me for being ridiculously early - I once checked into a flight to Detroit four hours before take-off. The international leaves Arnhem at about 11am, so I think I'll aim to get there at about 9:30...which means leaving here at 7ish. Entirely doable.

Or perhaps I'll get the train at 6:30ish. I just don't trust things to work on schedule when I'm on an important journey!

Having blathered on quite enough, it's time for breakfast. I hope all the Americans are having a good sleep lol.gif

Love and prayers,

PP
OLAM Dad
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OLAM Dad, whereabouts in Germany were you stationed?


Rereading this thread I realized I never answered this question. Sorry. blush.gif

I was stationed at Fliegerhorst Kaserne, just outside of Hanau. Hanau is about 20 clicks east of Frankfurt.
HisChild
Puella, I'm getting excited for your journey. Be assured of my prayers for you. signofcross.gif
puellapaschalis
QUOTE(PCPA2Be @ Apr 19 2006, 04:48 PM) [snapback]953840[/snapback]

Puella, I'm getting excited for your journey. Be assured of my prayers for you. signofcross.gif


Sr. Denise,

with your entrance less than three days away how on earth can you have time to be excited for little old me? wink.gif unsure.gif Nevertheless I'm thankful for your prayers. I'm sure they'll stand me in good stead.

Michael,

ah! Thanks! My curiosity has been fulfilled (I can be a nosy so and so sometimes). I used to be a bit awed at how big German was until I lived in North America....

Love and prayers for you both,

PP
HisChild
My life will be that of prayers for others. And all my pham here is on the top of my list. I'm very thankful for all of you, including/especially you, Sister to be Puella.
Laurentina1975
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puellapaschalis
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Lauren,

have you noticed how some smilies that were animated aren't anymore? Like cool.gif and wink.gif. However there are some that I believe are new, such as spam.gif and fisherman.gif for instance.

Cool huh?

Or...perhaps I'm simply a nerd! offtopic.gif It's been a long day; I think I'll do my chores and then head to bed like a good little puella.

Love and prayers,

PP
HisChild
All those smileys were there before. . .and on my end, they're still animated ! D.gif

Puella, my parting gift for you: flowers.gif blowkiss.gif
OLAM Dad
QUOTE(puellapaschalis @ Apr 19 2006, 01:11 PM) [snapback]954057[/snapback]

Sr. Denise,

with your entrance less than three days away how on earth can you have time to be excited for little old me? wink.gif unsure.gif Nevertheless I'm thankful for your prayers. I'm sure they'll stand me in good stead.

Michael,

ah! Thanks! My curiosity has been fulfilled (I can be a nosy so and so sometimes). I used to be a bit awed at how big German was until I lived in North America....

Love and prayers for you both,

PP

To put things in perspective, W. Germany was the size of the Oregon. Germany today is probably about 40% larger than that. I'm not sure which state it is now closest to.

fwiw, Israel is the size of New Jersey.
puellapaschalis
New Jersey is that small? Wow! ohmy.gif

Anyway, to the point of this post: I have a book recommendation for people interested in Benedictine life, both in- and outside the monastery.

The Path of Life: Benedictine Spirituality for Monks and Lay People is authored by Dom Cyprian Smith of Ampleforth Abbey in Yorkshire. Here's the blurb on the back:
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The late twentieth century is a time of great change and fragmentation in people's lives. Many Christians today are searching for a sense of stability and of direction, and are turning to the great spiritual master of the past for their inspiration. St. Benedict is one such master, and his 'Rule for beginners' offers a path well-trodden by generations of monks and nuns. But, like any novice joining a monastery, those turning to the Rule need guidance and help.

Fr. Cyprian Smith's latest book [republished 1996..ahem! pinch.gif] is written with this in mind. For the previous six years he has been novice-master at Ampleforth Abbey ad during that time has been responsible for introducing men to the Benedictine way. Each week the novices are given a conference on some aspect of the monastic life and these have been adapted by Father Cyprian for a wider audience: those who wish to accept the challenge of living to the full their Christian vocation.

The chapters are on:
  1. Listening
  2. Stability
  3. Conversatio morum
  4. Obedience
  5. Silence
  6. Lectio Divina
  7. Prayer
  8. The Eucharist
  9. The Liturgy of the Hours
  10. Private Prayer
  11. Humility
  12. Making Life a Unity
I've been reading this book for years - unusually for me, I've read it in a really piecemeal way, sometimes going back to reread something, sometimes skipping parts and reading them later. Because the chapters started out as novice conferences, you can do that without fear of missing something crucial in chapter 5, for example! Further - the ultimate sign that this book has really struck me - I've actually taken a highlighter and marked some passages, something which is anathema to my bibliophilic mind book.gif love.gif Here's one I'd like to share. It's taken from the chapter on Stability:
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After a while [the monk] becomes aware of two quite distinct levels in his mind and heart, levels which exist simultaneously. On this one hand, there are the daily ups and down, with their concomitant fluctuations of mood. On the other hand, there is an abiding sense that however things may be going, even though they may not seem at the moment to be going particularly well, he is nevertheless in the right place, doing the right thing with the right people. The passing moods cease to matter; they are recognised as transient and ephemeral, like clouds in the sky. Gradually he becomes aware of a still centre in the heart which is not subject to mood-swings or external conditioning. Many names have been given to this centre: Jerusalem, the Ground of the Soul; the Interior Castle; the Citadel; the Bride. Once we have become aware of it, and begun to ground ourselves upon it, we have started to achieve inner stability.

That passage is one I've highlighted in blue, moreover, so it clearly made a huge impression on me at the time. Mind you, every time I read it, I know why!

I hope that those who are interested in Benny life and who would be able to lay their hands on a copy of this would gain as much from it as I have!

Love and prayers,

PP
shortnun
QUOTE(OLAM Dad @ Apr 19 2006, 02:36 PM) [snapback]954163[/snapback]

To put things in perspective, W. Germany was the size of the Oregon. Germany today is probably about 40% larger than that. I'm not sure which state it is now closest to.

fwiw, Israel is the size of New Jersey.

In German class in college we learned that it was half the size of Texas. Other states/country combos I know: Honduras is the size of Tennessee. And Ireland is the size of Maine.... now, back on topic! happy.gif
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