It's abit funny I would notice this on a TV program "House" on the USA network (its about a Dr.House)
Anyway, he(Dr.House) was treating a nun for a rash on her hands, everything he tried kept making her sicker. They put her in a 'clean room' and another Dr. talked and prayed with her, he told her he considered the seminary but he got scared and became a doctor then.
He was telling her about how God tests each one of us.
For me, when I came face to face with my faith in the convent I buckled with fear, and I ran away from my faith. I have a history of running away from what I think is fearful.
Hate to use the horse stuff again, but I was fearful of riding and now I am getting better at my riding, facing my fear and overcomming it.
I need to make sure I hang in with my faith, hold on to it, no matter what happens.
Keep hanging on to faith.
Keep your eyes on God, Keep hanging on to your faith.