But first--Mom. I received a call from my Mother last Monday saying that she would be flying in for a couple of days and asking to stay with me. Of course I said yes and when I returned from work on Tuesday, Mom was at my apartment. It seems that she and my sister noticed that I was a little "pensive" over Thanksgiving and decided that something was wrong. She said: I know something is going on with you. I just prayed silently...and was very scared of a scene. Then she said: You're going to the convent, aren't you? I nodded and she looked at me for a while. Next came: Talk to me. I need to understand. SO I did. I talked about the last six years of feeling called and being so upset by my family's reaction when I first mentioned it that I tried to fall in love and get married- twice- but couldn't say yes in the end. She asked if I had a community in mind so I showed her the Sisters' web-site and she spent an hour looking at it. Then we talked some more and I learned that I had a great-aunt--Mom's Aunt-- who was a Sister and who died during the Vietnam War. her name was Sister Mary Philomena. I couldn't believe it. More about her later. ANyways, we went to bed around 1:00am. The next morning I took Mom to breakfast and back to the airport. She told me not to worry--that when the time comes she'll deal with the family. That all she wants is for me to be happy. This is a miracle. I can't even describe her reactions the other times I tried to bring it up. Well of course I emailed Mother Wendy the good news-- with all the details too private for general sharing. Two days later I get a letter from Mother Wendy telling me that while in Italy last month, the sisters spent time at the shrine of a Saint they are devoted to--YOU GUESSED IT-- Sr. Mary Philomena. They were asked to take over the care of the shrine. They took relics and holy cards to their audience with the Holy Father to be blessed. ALso, SR. Mary Grace has quite a devotion to this Sr. M. Philomena and has been praying to her to send the community another Sr. M. Philomena. Now my great Aunt is not this Sr. M. Philomena but I just know--and Mother Wendy said the same thing...that she's been interceding in heaven for me all these years.
All this time I've been struggling so hard...and the Lord has turned it into a deep joy. I am so grateful. Thank Him with me. Please.
I told my Pastor on Saturday and he used the story--hiding the identity of those involved--for the Gaudete Sunday Homily. talking about how we wait in Joy for Joy. I could barely sing after that--and I had solo verses for the Communion Meditation-
I have to go back to work. We still have 300,000 people in the Pacific Northwest without heat and light. Please keep them in your prayers.
On Dec. 30 I fly to Steubenville. But first we have Christmas.
Love and prayers,
Piamaria