Its just these little tiny secondary objectives almost like being a five star admiral and not being able to salute.
I need you pham's prayers, I cannot resist His love any longer! And yet I have to wait, unless a miracle happens and I enter sooner then what I believe is planned - I would really like to go into detail with this by talking to a sister. If any of you sisters are open, please let me know.
Its a stressor, I'm currently bungee jumping right now, off a never ending cliff!
All I can say is its more so on the next step to take right now.
PRAYERS!!!!
Amanda