QUOTE(HisChild @ Feb 7 2007, 10:07 PM) [snapback]1188153[/snapback]
Well I'm not a religious, but the only thing I'd add is that, going straight into postulancy without a visit is a little foolish. I say that simply because, in order to fully enter, you're expected to see your belongings, and take care of business, right? It's not as though you can return back into the world after novitiate or postulancy (unless you've entered one of the active orders) to take care of this business, you know? While one is never 'sure', I'd at least wish to have a short visit, before applying, even if that visit is only a few days.
God bless you.
Well, my situation might be a little different from some in that I don't have anything to sell or store. I live in a trailer - with all built in furniture, and I work with horses to pay the rent for the trailer while I work part-time in a nursing home to earn extra money for food, gas etc. My car is older and nearly ready to retire, and I really have no attachments to anything. I don't own anything of any value except my laptop, and that is about 4 years old, so not state of the art. My cell phone is disposible with pay as you go minutes.
If I went to a convent and after a certain amount of time decided that it wasn't going to be right, then I would simply get another job on a ranch caring for horses in exchange for accommodation. Caregivers at nursing homes are always needed, so I could find another job there as well. But I would like to find the right community the first time.
The thing for me is that I am older and have already made my choice about this life. I know I want to be a nun, I just am not sure which community is the one that God wants me to enter. I won't enter for at least another 3-4 months because I know I need at least that long to discern, but I am hoping that it becomes clearer to me as I contact more places. It isn't easy to take time off work to go visiting since there aren't any convents near me. I have to drive nearly two hours to the nearest airport, and then fly to wherever the convent is -- in most cases, the cost of airfare is expensive, and then I have to take the time off work as well. If I can find a place that feels like home before I go there - well, it would just be easier for me. But I don't control what happens, and it might very well be that I have to just get in my car and drive from one place to another and spend a week at a time with them!!!