after talking and writing, on sept 26th, i'm having an appointment with the Father responsible for the Oblates at the benedictine abbey at Einsiedeln, here in Switzerland. for those who wish, there are some pictures here http://www.kloster-einsiedeln.ch/
i'm quite a bit excited and nervous about it. i hope that everything will go ok, also the travel (3h drive). i do have my desires and wishes to become an Oblate, but God's will be done.
are there any Oblates here on PM?
addendum. the homily during mass really touched me yesterday nite - taking your cross. being a sunday disciple, or a disciple every minute of existence? becoming an Oblate (or wanting to) is my answer to Christs's call; call that i'm finally heeding after so much time, so many years of unhappy circumstances that led me elsewhere, doubts and physical hindrances.