Here's my video of me telling people why I have to decided to wait. But I am going to post what I feel on here. First I want to get one thing straight It is not a failure or disappointment to God, my friends, and family or anyone for that matter. I don't know what is wrong with this one person telling me "I told you so". Who would tell someone that? I am your Carmelite sister. How do you think that makes me feel? Don't you think we need to act more like our spouse than the one our spouse banished from Heaven? But I am going to act like my spouse and forgive and pardon you because I know there is something in your mind that isn't right. Again I will say leaving is not a disappointment to me. My family, friends and even my parish priest said it was a VERY wise move to make. I will say this one thing before I go you need to work on your spiritual life instead of being so hypocritical of mine, but I am going to pray for you because that is what Carmelites do. And God wants us all to take the higher road. I am going to hold off on discernment for a year but its all in the hands of our Lord. So I can't determine how long he wants me to wait I put it all in his hands and I have given myself to the Virgin who is my mother. Amen
Edited by carmelite15, 12 September 2011 - 09:33 PM.