Really struggling

[emi77]

Hi to the person reading this. I don't post much, but read vocation station fairly regularly as I have felt God's call in the past. However I'm really struggling with trusting God at the moment in any way at all-my prayer seems pointless and hopeless. My Mum has severe mental health problems and since she attempted suicide again last year I have found it difficult to deal with my emotions about caring for her and living at home in this difficult situation with my Dad, who is also disabled. I don't feel able to sit down and be honest with Jesus about my feelings, especially about my family's uncertain future and how He could possibly be calling amidst all these difficulties, my lack of faith and my sinfulness. Please pray for my Mother's mind to heal, and her voices to be gone. I believe that God can heal her, and the alternative is too difficult to dwell on at the moment. Please pray for me and my family. Thank you.