zunshynn Posted November 1, 2009 Share Posted November 1, 2009 (edited) Hey Pham... I want to ask you all to pray for me... My first profession would have been today at OLAM... and I'm just kind of... sad I guess. I don't know... a lot of different emotions. Maybe a little angry even. I've really been missing the monastery lately, and have no idea what I'm supposed to be doing. Sometimes I just don't understand why I left... and a lot of people are of the impression that I must not have tried hard enough or whatever... and maybe that is the case, I don't know. But there's nothing I can do about that now, so I really need to get over this already. And on top of that, it's my first day of work. I'm a little afraid that I might suddenly break down (because I have a tendency to let my emotions build up and then all the sudden something seemingly no big deal will happen and I just explode. (Crying and so on). Which I don't want to happen at work... especially my first day! Anyway... sorry for the sob story. Thanks for any prayers you can spare for me! Edited November 1, 2009 by zunshynn Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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