More Prayers Again

[Galloglasses' Alt]

Long time no post, and I really hate the fact that i always post here everytime I need prayers, but my situation is now beyond repair. So please if you could, pray for me.

Recently I have become bed ridden with a bad case of the flu that my doctor thinks is Swine flu, this I am not particularly worried about per se, but its going to really mess up my university studies, I also could not feel farther away from God unless I was actually trying, I cannot pray properly at all, I get no feeling out of anything at all, as well as this my entire personality has slipped into an abyss over the past three years and I have felt no inkling of mercy from God at all! All I can logically think of is He either hates me or He has already damned me, I feel there is absolutely nothing I can do and I swear I am surrounded by nothing but daemons at all times tempting and torturing me. My life is a metaphysical living hell. I cannot exxaggerate this enough, please pray for me, I am so very desperate.

Thank you.