Stressed/depressed/jealous/blah

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I know that I'm overreacting, but I didn't get asked to help with a retreat that I have been really wanting to help with for a long time, but this guy that i know did, and he keeps bragging about it. I typically would have no problem being happy for him, except for he keeps bragging about it and it's making me really jealous. I know that I shouldn't be this way, but I'm having a REALLY hard time stopping. I know that God has a reason that I wasn't asked to help (part of it might be that there are 2 other freshmen helping with it, those two being my best friend (who would TOTALLY be better with it than I am) and the guy that I'm talking about, and it would be a little much to have too many freshmen.



blah thank you for listening/reading my ramblings. If you could please pray for me to be able to work this out in my head, that would be awesome.