I Need To Relax And Not Worry

[tinytherese]

So I've got a severe case of depression, generalized anxiety disorder, and next week mmy therapist is going to examine me to see if I have post-traumatic stress disorder. I'm still waiting for my appointment with this highly recommended psychiatrist in town who will get me medication that does a heck of a lot better than what I'm currently taking. The stuff that I have does little if anything to help me. I've been getting concerned about the future, because research shows that women who have had a history with depression are more likely to contract post-partum depression once they start to have children. I know it isn't for sure that I'd be depressed again once I'm healed this time. I shouldn't worry about this right now. I don't even have a boyfriend. I also know that what with my medical history that I'm likely to pass on these illnesses to my kids. Yet again, I know that this isn't for sure, but this has started to be on my mind recently.