Looking Into Converting

[eustace scrubb]

the title pretty much sums it up. i haven't been getting much sleep, have had to withdraw some from my Christian friends, and even the house church that i've been going to for the past few months and has dramatically changed my life for the better. God even used it to cause me to believe that unconditional love exists. i love these people. but i can't open up to them or my friends (outside of two of them) about this, because word will get back to my parents and the results of that will bring in influences that will distract me from making up my own mind about this. there has been a LOT of tension between my family and extended family (half of which is Catholic) about religion on my mom's side ever since she converted from Catholicism to Protestantism and it's only recently that it died down. not to mention that my relationship with my parents has only recently begun to heal, after years of verbal and emotional abuse, as well as neglect.

please pray for me to receive peace, wisdom, discernment, and discretion.