Very Much Needed Confession

[tinytherese]

I haven't been to confession for some time now and last night at best committed a sin of grave manner and at worst a mortal sin. I have other sins to confess as well, though not as serious still need to be attending to. I've been slothful and it would be better for me to go to confession more frequently. Last night I emailed my priest about a confession appointment for today and I didn't call him early enough to officially schedule an appointment, so that's me being slothful again. I called this afternoon and left him a message, but it looks like I'll have to wait until tomorrow when confession is held an hour before the saturday afternoon mass.

Truth be told, I'm hesitant to pray apart from general talking to God and not much else. I know that if I'm not in a state of grace well...you know. Part of the reason why I've been so reluctant to go is because of my depression. It has had an affect on my behaviors and affects my sins as well. I also haven't been on decent medication for very long, so I knew that I was in a very fragile state of mind and spirit. Some of Lent was hard for me. So please pray that I may have a good confession and have conversion in my life. The one big sin that I'm going to confess is probably going to be embarassing for me to admit to Father.