All My Trouble

[Maggyie]

Lord Jesus, as You know, I am still sick and it aches so much in my abdomen. And there doesn't seem to be anything anybody can do. I don't know if my doctors don't take my condition seriously or what. I can't get anyone to listen to me. I am so tired. I feel like this will never be over and I will never be well again. When it gets very bad I try to remember to offer the pain and frustration to You for souls but it doesn't do any good. For me, I should say. I hope it does some good for someone somewhere... I am tired of crying all the time!! Why won't You help me?? I cry out to You over and over and I hear no answer, nothing. I wish You would pick me up in Your arms and make everything all right again like You always do. You have spoiled me all my life, Lord, please don't leave me now.