Struggling

[Resey]

Hey. My life is crumbling from all sides and im really having difficulties. I feel as thought the devil ius pestering me and causing me to do things I dont want to do. Things from long ago are becoming fresh in my memory and I hate it. Things I was forgiven for I still havent forgiven myself. Im having extreme troubles with my dad with verbal and somewhat physical abuse. Im such a mess again and hurt myself again. I really dont want things to be this way. I was doing good for so long but now its like screwed up. I lack God in my life and I dont know how to regain control of things.
Please pray for me.