Need Prayers

[avemaria40]

I'm having such a stressful year so far and it's just barely started. Every week it seems like I have another test or paper or something coming up and at the same time, I'm trying to get all my college stuff done and all I hear is "Are you done yet? Are you done yet? Are you done yet?" It seems that my friends could care less about me and my family is always on my back about stupid stuff. I'm dealing with a lot of insecurities about how I look and how I dress, I feel like I can't do anything right and I've even started saying the f-word. Also, I am not looking forward to anything fun this year (NHS medals, Homecoming, Spirit Week) because it's just another thing for me to worry about. I feel like no one respects my privacy at home and I just want to be left alone to figure stuff out. And I am missing my boyfriend terribly because he lives so far away and we might not be able to go to Homecoming together and this is the year I have someone I'd want to go with who would want to go with me as well. Finally, I feel so far away from God and I am having doubts about an afterlife.


I'm sorry to dump this all on you guys but please, please pray for me!