Pray For Me

[Galloglasses' Alt]

Since I have severe doubt in my own ability to pray, I am now relying on Phatmassers who's prayers I sincerely believe would be better then mine in this regard.

After a year of chastisement, and I am convinced it was such, I have been completely destroyed as a personality, the who and what I am has been forgotten and replaced with an acceptable facade I have put up for the outside world to see till I can recover mentally and spiritually. The chastisement, I believe, is over, wether God has forgiven me or not is another question and I beg of you Phamily to pray to God that He will have mercy on me if it is in His most Holy will, so that I may remember the parts of my memories, my ideas and ideals which I had once cherished and now mourn will one day be returned to me and that I may be restored, and if not, then at least be brought closer to Him.

I am, as of today, awaiting to be made a Eucharistic Minister, if you will, please pray to the Lord that He may find me worthy of handing His body out to His people during the Holy Mass.

Thank you in advance Phamily.