Prayers For My Discernment

[InHisLove726]

I have a very important matter to discuss with Mother Prioress of the order I am discerning with which concerns my previous history of depression. I'm worried that this could break my chances of continuing discernment with them, but I also do not want to lie and not say anything. I'm at the point of tears because this is bothering me so much. Please pray for me to surrender it up to God. I want to trust Him, but I've gotten a few negative responses before when I divulged my history to the order. Mother Prioress is a good and holy woman and I pray that she will give me the opportunity to discern with them in spite of my history, especially since I am currently in remission.

Most importantly, I am asking God whether I should divulge it now, before I meet Mother in person, or when I go for my first visit (although, I have no idea when this will occur).

Come Holy Spirit. I need Your gentle guidance.