Another Tough Day ...

[cmaD2006]

Hi Pham:

 

I had a meeting with the priest at the parish ... and he was painfully honest with me.  It was good -- I needed to hear it.  But -- I'm broken.  Have been for the last few days (and his honesty with me only served to confirm what the Lord has already revealed).

 

Pray -- pray for more light, for more guidance as to what I need to do to change.  I have *no* clue what I can do to change this flaw in me.  Basically I feel impotent, since I've been trying to change but have been unsuccessful.

 

Finally the most difficult part was coming face-to-face with the fact that this flaw *is* the reason why ministry-wise I've been 100% stuck.  Basically the problem is *me*.

 

I'm at work physically, but mentally elsewhere.  And trying to hold my emotions in check (I'm pretty upset).  So a quick Hail Mary or Our Father will be really, really appreciated.

 

Thanks,

 

-- Cma