Any day now

[G-Freak12]

Hey y'all... as my mental state of mind worsens it could be any day now that I end up killing myself or someone else

[shelly_freak]

Prayers. G-Freak just remember God loves you very much and whatever you're going through he can get you through it.

[homeschoolmom]

G-Freak... You know we are all concerned about you. But have you sought out help for this problem? There is very little we can do here except to suggest that you get help from a priest or a doctor (or both). Many of us have offered to listen to you if you wanted to talk. To my knowledge you have not taken up any of those offers. What would you like us to do other than get into a panic? There really isn't anything else. Please go seek help.

[G-Freak12]

I dont see at all how God can exist when I'm going through what no one deserves to go through esp a 13 yr old I'm online for a while if any of u wanna say ur good byes

[G-Freak12]

bump

[G-Freak12]

I dont beleive in God, I tried in the summer praying to God and putting my trust in him and it only made the situation worse

[rachael]

Regardless of how you feel about God at the moment, let me tell you that we are always here for you. Please go seek some help.

[G-Freak12]

I have
but its not gonna work and isnt working

[rachael]

why are you assuming it's not gonna work? i have been through the same type of situation you are going through and the only thing that helped was when i seeked help. have you tried to seek help at all?

[homeschoolmom]

[quote name='G-Freak12' date='Dec 27 2004, 06:54 PM'] I have
but its not gonna work and isnt working [/quote]
Have you gotten help from a doctor or priest?

[lifeteenchick527]

many prayer many many prayers!

God Bless You
LifeTeenChick527

[musturde]

Don't kill yourself, your parents will blame themselves. Don't kill the other guys, they're whole family will be torn up. The idea of God not being real is impossible. The theory of evolution makes this more true. God has allowed u pain but he has also provided help. Even an atheist noted that people have such a desire to have a God that without believing in one they'd all kill themselves. This doesn't only apply to God, it applies to something you find valuable among everything else. Find something you can cling on to. If not God then look into poetry or into anything. Try to be creative, let your anger out in art or in any way even if your not good in it. No one is good on the first try at anything.

[J.R.D]

yo man Im for real AIM or MSN Message me

AIM: AIdiotJohn
MSN: BIG_JD_162@hotmail.com
YAHOO: bigjd926@sbcglobal.com

and you better AIM or somthin

[karin]

i am praying for you. i dont know what you are going thru but my life is pretty dang bad right now too so if you want to talk i am here. My dad left my family right befor e Christmas and ALOT of other messed up stuff is happenin right now. I am here and praying for you.

[Phazzan]

That's a shame, G-freak. You will never reach 18, you will never experience love, you will never get your drivers licence, you will never be someone's date at the prom, you will never buy your first car, you will never be a bridesmaid, you will never be a wife, you will never be a mother, you will never be grandmother, or a godparent, you will never see the world, you will never work a f/t job and know what it's like to have to earn a living, you will never buy a house, you will never be proposed to, you will never know what it's like to be truly happy, will never see your kids experience the same things, you will never truly know what it's like to have lived. So you gonna throw it allllll away just cause some kids pick on you at school? You're not gonna fight back, you're just gonna let em win?

It's a shame that...

[christ_myantidrug]

phazzan is right. you are so young and have so much to live for!

[J.R.D]

what happen to my thred?

[J.R.D]

Listen to phazzan he right

Fight Back ... right now fightin is all you got so use it... you'll lose but you'll learn.. belive me its all you got...I got respect like that when I was In 6th grade ... so GET YOURS

[hopeful1]

G, please don't do this to yourself. Please PM me if you need to talk. Some of my friends have talked to me about tought stuff, and i always try my best to be open minded and understanding about their situations. I've been picked on alot in middle school and high school and had some terrible things said about me in high school. Please feel free to PM me (or any of us) if you'd like to talk, i would feel very honored if you did.I'm not sure what's going on in your life right now and i know that you're at a low point in your faith right now, but i do have faith in you that your can get through it, as i did, and that you will become a better and stronger person because of it. show them-every single person that has ever made fun of you or persecuted you- that you are better than them despite all the carp that they are putting you through. You can do it,G, believe in yourself that you are strong enough to do it. Phazzan and the others are rightm you are very young and have so much to live for and look forward to in life! Please do not through all of that away. If you can't tlak to anyone else, please get some help from someone, whether it be a teacher, doctor, friend, priest, or someone you can trust about what's going on. Things may not be completely better over night, it may need some time to be able to fully help the situation or for you to heal, but it truly is the best thing. If you are seeing/talking to someone now, please give it some time. But we love you G, please don't do this to yourself, or anyone else.

[G-Freak12]

[QUOTE] So you gonna throw it allllll away just cause some kids pick on you at school? You're not gonna fight back,

I didn't say the whole reason why I'm feeling this way is bc of the teasing... the teasing is what makes "my situation" worse....