Oh, why?

[Proud2BCatholic139]

It seems like everything I do, think, and say is wrong in everyone's eyes. I try something new, people get mad, whenever I say something, they turn the other cheek.
I am a person with feelings too. It seems like I have to shove myself in the corner and just isolate myself from everyone. Maybe they'll miss me then. I'm just tired of being treated poorly. I am a person with feelings too.
To my teachers who have a lack of confidence in me, why are you a teacher?
To my parents who don't think that I can make it on my own, why did you always tell me to follow my dreams?
To my friends who say they would be my friend, why aren't you here for me?
I just feel so alone.
Is anyone out there real and listening?

[BC4Life]

im listening, and ill be praying for ya, but why do you feel so alone? have you experienced anything that was dramatic latly??

[Proud2BCatholic139]

I have been really angry lately and I don't know why.

[BC4Life]

that stinx
well i would just try to do things that make you happy and entertain ya, and of course parying the sure fire way to fix anything wrong

[Proud2BCatholic139]

Well, I have been angry because there is something that keeps haunting me. And it won't go away. It has affected a few relationships of mine and my own well-being.

[BC4Life]

ahhh i can relate to that in some ways

[Proud2BCatholic139]

How so?

If you don't want to post, that's fine.

Edited November 23, 2005 by Proud2BCatholic139

[BC4Life]

id like to tell you, but the board might crash cause its a long story, and still has yet to have an ending lol

[Proud2BCatholic139]

So does mine. My tale never ends.

[BC4Life]

yes it will, you have no need to worry. God won't just sit there and say "hey look shes in pain, lets make it last" of course not. you may feel it now, but it all end sonner or later. if only it could be sooner for everyones sake though

[Proud2BCatholic139]

Well, ok, once I feel better and I move on...this person comes back and tries to interigate (sp?) me. It just makes me depressed because he has hurt me in more ways than one. It's hard for me now to trust males.

[BC4Life]

oh, their are some out there that you can, trust me. just gotta look for them lol

[Proud2BCatholic139]

I think I have, but it is really hard...

If that makes sense.

[sidemunch88]

Si en mis pantelones \and my ey bored still dosn't wor

[zabbazooey]

[quote name='BC4Life' date='Nov 23 2005, 11:56 AM']im listening, and ill be praying for ya, but why do you feel so alone? have you experienced anything that was dramatic latly??
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I know exactly where you are coming from

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[missionseeker]

[quote name='Proud2BCatholic139' date='Nov 23 2005, 02:15 PM']I think I have, but it is really hard...

If that makes sense.
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I know EXACTLY what you are talking about. I find it hard to trust people I've trusted for years. If that makes sense.

[quote name='zabbazooey' date='Nov 24 2005, 03:53 AM']I know exactly where you are coming from
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Me too.

[CatholicCid]

"Our backs might be pressed to the wood of our cross, but our heads are always resting on the outstretched arms of Our God who was lying there before us."

When we feel down and out, Our Lord will always be there to offer comfort.

[Proud2BCatholic139]

Thank you, very much guys.

[uruviel]

[quote name='Proud2BCatholic139' date='Nov 23 2005, 01:02 PM']Well, I have been angry because there is something that keeps haunting me. And it won't go away. It has affected a few relationships of mine and my own well-being.
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I have been like that too. I get angry so easily, and sometimes I really wonder who's really there for me? I mean, are my friends, my friends out of care and love, or pity? Exactly, "I have feelings too" I know exactly what you mean. I've said that to myself many a times. That thing haunting you, that thing creeping in the back of your mind is probably temptaions, satan, he does not like people who are close to God, or have a strong relationship with Him, and he's gonna do whatever he can to put you down about it and doubt God and yourself. Until your life is a living hell and you give up on God. Now it hasn't gone that far with me of course, but I know I can get through it with God, and I'll will be praying for you. Alone and cold are the words to describe most of my feelings.

Pax Christi,
~Lori

[uruviel]

yeah, friends and people that I have known for years I still doubt. Males are hard to trust, but there are some mature ones out there, trust me. lol. It's a horrible feeling doubting everyone and yourself, you feel so insecure and all alone. Just remmber one thing, God is always got your back whether you realize it or not.

and I find that writting poetry and music, and listening to music helps me unwind. Those are just some of the things that I like to do, like my guitar, it's what usually calms me when I've had a hard time. But it's not the answer I know that, God is.

Edited November 30, 2005 by uruviel