For My Vocation

[philosophette]

Again, I need prayers.

Things with my mom are pretty good now. Other members of my family are now telling me that I am wasting my life, looking for an easy way out, yadda yadda...

but I suppose that really would not bug me now so much

IF I COULD SLEEP.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :bugeyes:

Some of you know I was hurt at work. I feel down a hill and hurt my knee. Well my knee is mostly all well now, but the past week I cannot fall asleep. Its really bad.

I think I am under attack because I am trying to devote more time to prayer and I am fine until I start praying when a thousand and one reasons against entering come and go. It really makes it unendurable.

Then I try to sleep and I just have this creepy feeling. Hard to explain but its there. Yet, I think the angel is working hard to defend me as my bought of really bad nightmares ended. Which is odd, because I rarely have nightmares. It has been over a year.

So yeah... some prayers would be great.

thanks!