I'm commiting suicide

[G-Freak12]

Hey everyone... Uh I dont really know how to put this but um I'e been having severe problems at home and have been severly bullied at my school within the past two months and I'm tired of going through with it... So like my name states I am thinking about commiting suicide soon most likely this week... I just want to say this last thing and I want esp those still in grade school to listen even if you dont bully or tease other people but I want everyone to tell as MANY people they can about this because I dont want someone to go through the same things I went through : Why do you make fun of people for things they cant help? like their medical issues? or their beliefs esp their religous beleifs? If you want to get by in this world you will meet people that are different from you... Some people will make fun of your differences nonetheless that DOESNT give YOU the right to make fun of them right back(2 wrongs dont make a right) you dont know how much a little snicker can affect someone.... I seriously dont understand why people make fun of people in the first place I dont understand how someone can find it fun to make someone else hurt.... I want everyone to think this before going up to little Susie thats suppousable gay or Gary who dresses differently or Mary who wears pull ups... If that person has never made fun of you, never said a negative word to u or about u, then WHY do that to them? Even if they HAVE said mean things about u or to you like I said earlier 2 wrongs dont make a right... Bullying isnt the right way to have fun, I feel extremely sorry for all those people that made fun of me because bet they never knew it would turn out this way I bet they dont even care how my life turns out... dont be one of these people distroying peoples lives without even knowing it, Sorry God bless I'll be on a few more times this week but after that I dont know...

[Krush2k2]

hey maN please listen, school is a blink of an eye compared to the rest of your life timewise, dont let the people who bully you win in such a situation. if what u are saying is serious, i really hope you turn to prayer and Jesus for comfort and with a knowledge that ending your life is never the answer. I am praying for you right now

[Lil Red]

please please please if you can go to the library or wherever and get a copy of the book "When Living Hurts" by Sol Gordon....it will change your life...it changed mine....please please please.....

i will be praying for you!!!!

[Phazzan]

Think of your family.

[Thy Geekdom Come]

G-Freak, we love you. Please don't do something like this. Trust me, it's not worth it.

[PaxVobis]

G-Freak,

I know how bullying can be in school. I went through some of it myself. But high school means nothing. I just graduated 2 years ago, but within the first 4 months most of those people I never saw again nor ever care to see again. Most of the guys that are pupular and the biggest baddest people in the highschool may have their glory early on, but we little guys get it later. I hope you seriously consider what you are saying and really re-think things through. My prayers and the prayers of all the Pham will be with you. God bless

Pax,
Tony

[Iacobus]

I am praying for you G-Freak.

G freak, School is, as Krush2k2 said, a mere blink of the eye. Kids are immature and don't think about how what they do impacts others. Soon you will be out of high school and living a life. While teasing and bullys won't fully go away, they will learn that they are not in a vaccum, that is truly does affect you.

Killing yourself isn't the answer to the problems you are facing. Talk to someone, get help, because hurting yourself and ending you life will not help fix the problem. Please listen to us and get help, G-Freak.

[G-Freak12]

It's hard to think of the affect it would have on my family but thanks for the advice and thanks for the prayers guyz.... I have tried to start a relation ship with Jesus But i know this sounds kinda dumb 4 a 13 yr old 2 be saying but I dont know how to start one... any advice!?!??!

[God Conquers]

You don't have to end your life! Listen, there are others who go through the same thing! You shouldn't have to, but ending your life will not solve your problems... It will hurt you and the people you love the most.

Listen, God loves you, and He will bless you for this time of persecution. Those people who make fun of you are not worthy to know you.

You are deserving of the long life and awesome plan that God has set before you. Don't let anyone take you away from that, and do not sell yourself short. You are bigger and better than them and anything they can throw at you.

[Thy Geekdom Come]

[quote name='G-Freak12' date='Nov 8 2004, 10:29 PM'] It's hard to think of the affect it would have on my family but thanks for the advice and thanks for the prayers guyz.... I have tried to start a relation ship with Jesus But i know this sounds kinda dumb 4 a 13 yr old 2 be saying but I dont know how to start one... any advice!?!??! [/quote]
What are your prayer habits?

[Iacobus]

It isn't dumb for a 13 year old to be saying that, I found myself 16 and asking that and I still ask it every day.

All I can say is read the Gospels, learn about Christ, but most of all pray. It is through prayer that we are elevated and become part of the conversations of the Trinity.

[FreakofFaith]

man, i can't blame you for wanting to kill yourself. not in this messed up place and time. ten years ago, i was a suicidal teenager. cutting and doing any drug i could think of. i was made fun of for being schizophrenic. now, i am 25, happily married, live a completely normal and happy life. and all those who dissed me in school are in debt up to their eyeballs and when they see me, i know they feel bad. but i forgive them. if Jesus and his Abba can forgive me for all the stupid things i did, then i know i have to forgive them. so keep your chin up and fight the good fight.

[G-Freak12]

I dont really have a "prayer habit" but I pray when everyday when I'm in pain....

[Krush2k2]

im not meaning to spark fear, but think about it- hell is a place of non stop torture and pure emptiness for eternity, while being bullied in school is temporary-yet suicide gets you quickly and most of the times into hell. so think about it, the alternative your giving yourself is actually literally a million times worse than the spot your in now-the TEMPORAL spot. think on that, man

i am praying for you, belive me when I say that, and so is the pham. We are here for you man

[Thy Geekdom Come]

[quote name='G-Freak12' date='Nov 8 2004, 10:32 PM'] I dont really have a "prayer habit" but I pray when everyday when I'm in pain.... [/quote]
Are you just open to God and try to live as He tells us?

God gives us rules to live by not because He wants to torture us, but because He knows how we work and He wants us to work properly, that is, to be happy.

[Iacobus]

Pray not only when you are in pain but also when you are feeling good. G-Freak, the most important part of praying is to pray always. Never give up. Just sit down and read the readings for today and think about them. Find a promise that God gives you. Pray for gudicne and help.

Never give up, G Freak. You are better than them for know that. You are a child of God and have a whole network of brothers and sisters here and in heaven praying for and with you. No matter what those kids may say, they don't know what is really inside of you, my friend.

[God Conquers]

Go to this website and read the booklet... it will help you begin your relationship with Jesus:

[url="http://www.cco.ca/ulrel/seven.htm"] The Ultimate Relationship[/url]

[StColette]

G-Freak please think about this fully, listen to what you're saying, you're reminding all of us not to make fun of others, which is very true we shouldn't do that at all. But we shouldn't give up either. Giving up won't help those who will follow behind you and come to the conclusion that the only way to solve this type of problem is by taking the easy way out, by committing suicide. As a person who has suffered through being picked on, and having others see you go through this, what example are you showing to those who may suffer from the same problem? I can tell just by reading what you said about not making fun of them, that you care dearly for those who are persecuted for one reason or another. Why not be an example for them, rise above the persecution that you are having to endure and help others who suffer to rise above it also. We often forget how many people may look to us for guidance through our actions, and how many are willing to follow in our footsteps. So let's take a breather and think about all of this, are you willing to go through with this with the knowledge that others who watch you and look to you for strength, those that suffer from the same things you are facing, those who are willing to follow you because to them you are stronger than they are. Think about them are you willing to pull them with you ? Also think about your family, your friends, your phamily here on PM, your heavenly family, your Father, Mary your Mother, Christ your Brother and Savior. They don't want you to go through with something like this, they want you to be strong and to endure through it all. We are each faced with very hard trials in our lives, and none of them are easy and some are tougher to handle then others, but the rewards of enduring it all are too great to imagine.

I speak very much from the heart on this subject. I had a friend who I knew since kindergarten committe suicide when we were in the 8th grade, it didn't fix the problem but created a larger one, and it produced nothing but hurt and sorrow. I've also had a best friend contemplate suicide more times than I can remember, and he would call me crying and I would remind him that I loved him and God loves him.

This type of action is not the answer to suffering that we endure from other people, it's a cowardess way to give up and throw in the towel. And I know you're not a coward, you're strong because you are right now reaching out for help, though you may not realize it. You're strong because you wish to keep others from pain. You're strong because you have the ability to ask God for the strength to endure. Please don't keep yourself from asking for the strength to continue, God hears all prayers especially those of His children who are most in need.

God Bless and you are in my prayers, if you need someone to talk to you can PM on here or you can send me an email at stcoletterc@yahoo.com, just please talk with someone.

God Bless,
Jennie Catherine

[Paladin D]

I've had thoughts about committing suicide (more than once). However I learned that school is only a temporary phase in my life, and that it will change once I graduate from high school.

Try thinking of your current situation at school as a temporary phase that will pass away, if it either be during your school years, or after.


I'll pray for you.

[DancesforLove]

Just because school is tough and you have personal problems, suicide is NOT the answer. It won't fix anything, think of those you'll leave behind. Its not the way to go, if you need to talk IM me BooBear9046 or talk to a family member or something, pray. Be strong, we are all fighting Satan everyday of our life, we're fighting for God, don't give in now just because it's tough!