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here's a poem i wrote about what i was feeling after i broke up with someone sorta....it's hard to explain but i felt awful and confused.. :idea: thats probably yeah i won't date anymore.

The Fight with the Night.
The darkness of the night, Is something I will not Fight
During the day I hold up a wall, Around my heart above all
At night I'm at peace, But the dawn will make it cease
I fear only the day, I cannot be gay
The riot in my heart remains, It's not easy to fight the pains
Pains which I feel inside, I will not let lead as a guide
I wear a mask to hide it all, Even though I want to bawl
I will not let my emotions take over, For I will be sober
When the sun sinks behind the trees, My soul is at last free
Oh the joys that I feel, No man has the power to steal
No money can buy the thing that I love, Which God gave me from above
The gift He gave me now at last, But why do I cling to the past
Something in it made me sad, Now of which is driving me mad
The one and only thing I live for , Which is the night nothing more
For I hope that every day which goes by, The pains will at last die
I don't know how much I can hold, Love it the cure, for I am told
I shall love the darkness that alone,Even though it's chilling me to the bone
No matter how it all may seem , It is all but a dream
But a dream it can't be, It's a nightmare don't you see
The morning will arise, The darkness dies
The pains will return to me, For it is meant to be
I shall always live this way, every night and every day.

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BonnieLass

thanks :) i was really weirded out that i wrote it because before that i couldn't wrote a poem if my life depended on it... :idontknow:

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LOL!! Yeah I usually write em when I'm really emotional. :mellow: lol that sounds funny but its true. Or no I take that back, if I had a strong inspiration.

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heavenseeker

[quote name='BonnieLass' post='979366' date='May 12 2006, 02:09 PM']
here's a poem i wrote about what i was feeling after i broke up with someone sorta....it's hard to explain but i felt awful and confused.. :idea: thats probably yeah i won't date anymore.

The Fight with the Night.
The darkness of the night, Is something I will not Fight
During the day I hold up a wall, Around my heart above all
At night I'm at peace, But the dawn will make it cease
I fear only the day, I cannot be gay
The riot in my heart remains, It's not easy to fight the pains
Pains which I feel inside, I will not let lead as a guide
I wear a mask to hide it all, Even though I want to bawl
I will not let my emotions take over, For I will be sober
When the sun sinks behind the trees, My soul is at last free
Oh the joys that I feel, No man has the power to steal
No money can buy the thing that I love, Which God gave me from above
The gift He gave me now at last, But why do I cling to the past
Something in it made me sad, Now of which is driving me mad
The one and only thing I live for , Which is the night nothing more
For I hope that every day which goes by, The pains will at last die
I don't know how much I can hold, Love it the cure, for I am told
I shall love the darkness that alone,Even though it's chilling me to the bone
No matter how it all may seem , It is all but a dream
But a dream it can't be, It's a nightmare don't you see
The morning will arise, The darkness dies
The pains will return to me, For it is meant to be
I shall always live this way, every night and every day.
[/quote]
that was deep. i loved it, one of the best pomes i have readin a long time

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BonnieLass

thanks i've never show it to anyone really i like it alot but.....its wierd i'm still fighting it

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heavenseeker

i write pomes when im tired but cant sleep or when i have something on my mind that just wont go away

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BonnieLass

i only wrote one other, i don't write that much but yeah i wrote that around two oclock in the morn i couldn't sleep for days

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heavenseeker

i wrote one comparing my thoughts to a train.
and then i wrote one called living blind. its about how all year i was trying to tell myself that i couldnt love a girl that i know just to find out that she has a bf the next day. so now im wishing that she sees me as more than just a friend and leavs him for me. i shouldnt wish stuff like that but i cant help it.

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BonnieLass

i had the same problem then you feel awful but you're in love at the same time UGH!!!!!!! I hate guys some much!!!!!!!!!!! why can't i just find someone who that is like perfect and likes me back and.......... <_< :( <_< i need to talk to some dang it!

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